Behind the smiley face

Behind the smiley face

I’m not an actor or comedian of any sorts. Yet, I just love to make people laugh. So since the day I’ve realised that I can make people laugh, it became my public face. If you have a ‘public face’, it’s just so much easier to hide who you really are or what you really...
The Big D (not in a good way)

The Big D (not in a good way)

The first time I met with the Big D, I was a teenager in a new high school full of children I found strange and scary. Up to then, I liked school. I was a good student (I think). But in the middle of my first year in high school, we moved to a big city, with a big...
Range of Emotions

Range of Emotions

One of the joys of Borderline Personality Disorder is the constant change of emotions. This is true with all types of depression, the struggle with emotions, but I am mainly going to refer to Borderline. Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) is also known as Emotional...
I am an Addict

I am an Addict

What do you think I am addicted to? Drugs? Alcohol? If only it was that easy to explain. I am an addiction for pain. Not physical pain either, I’m not talking about self-harm here. The pain I am talking about is emotional and mental. I am addicted to putting myself in...